Ugh

My mom made me eat yesterday. She talked to my teacher about my eating habits and how I hadn't eaten a thing lately. She told my mom I turned down cake which I used to never do. So I explained to my mom  that I'm a veagan now... It helps because it's less food to eat.

So this morning I ate 2 bights of egg plant so I could take my adderall. It's speed for me. It keeps me going through the rest of the day but if I don't eat before taking it, it destroys me and makes me feel like dying. I really want to go back to meth. But I can't. It would make ana a breeze but it would also kill me.
Time for a cigarette..

It's Morning

I weigh 143.4 pounds now.
I'm super light headed but i feel really skinny. i had a pack of crackers that had 190 calories in it. 310 more calories today and I'm done.
after I finish getting ready I'm gonna have coffee and a cigarette.

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This is the best feeling

Having an empty stomache. I feel so thin and beautiful. This couldn't get any better and it's only day one.

When I get hungry I either write, look at pro ana celebs, or blog. I do need my 500 calories a day. But today I think I'm having less. 

Good day. <3

Nicole Richie (thinspiration)

350 Calories

That's all I've eaten today.
It's been easy so far.

Cigarettes and caffeine. <3

So far I've had 100 calories. I feel powerful. Hopefully i can keep this up it makes me feel more confident and beautiful. I'm tired of being called fat. It's gonna stop

I want to be this small.